But anyways, after I left talking to someone with an unbiased opinion about the difficulties in my life, I ran into my friend Paul. As always, he had a smile on his face and a hug ready for the emotionally drained me. He's the kind of person who will listen to anything with an open mind, and try his hardest to make you feel better. Then he asked if he could pray for me. I was honestly touched that he'd offered. These kind of moments are few and far between. So I said, absolutely, and he did. The things he said while he was praying for me were probably some of the nicest and heartfelt things that anyone has said to me in a long long time.
It made me realize, that through faith, all things are possible. But sometimes even He needs help. He needed me to begin to help myself in order for He to begin to work his wonders.
Now that I have begun to help myself, I feel so much better. Its like a huge burden has just begun to lift off my shoulders. I know that I can face the world now, because I've got my faith and my friends on my side. And that makes the world that much brighter.
Regardless of how soon I make the physical changes to my life, I know now that I can. Regardless of whether I choose to walk the Earth as His son or daughter, I know that it makes no difference in His eyes. and honestly, that's given me the courage and the stability to go on with my life, moving ever forward.
To my friends, thank you thank you THANK YOU for always being there. For being ever supportive. I can't tell you enough how much I appreciate you. If I even tried, I'd never end. I know I'm kind of an egotistical jerk at times, and I'm trying to fix that and be a better person over all. I just wanted to really recognize all of you for your profound and unique effects on my life. <3>
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