Sometimes I wonder if I'm strong enough to go through with this on my own.
Most days I think so, but there are those days when I'm not so sure.
Today is one of those days.
Some days I'm so excited and proactive, but other days I wonder if its worth all this effort. All this pain.
I'm reliving the difficulties of coming out. While in my circle of friends things are progressing nicely, things are stalled at the family end.
I'm excited that I may be seeing a therapist soon. So I can say with confidence, THIS is what's going on with my life. I hope that you can support me.
I'm a little depressed to not be able to have a shirtless summer yet. I can't wait for that day.
I also can't wait for the day my voice drops.
and the day when I shave for the first time.
But thinking about how far I have yet to go is a little daunting at times.
Sorry... its just been an off day.
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