The Eve of an Era

ok.. maybe "era" is a strong word. But its almost fitting.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow begins a new stage in life. A new semester in college. a beginning of something that's hopefully better than what's been left behind.

I'm not going to lie. I'm excited. I've made a lot of progress over the last couple months and found out a lot of relevant things. I think I know the path that I need to be taking. Sure, it's going to be rough, and I'll probably stray from it occasionally. But at least i know the way, and if I get lost, I'll always find my way back.

and I know I've got some amazing people who've always got my back. Who'll help me keep moving forward, and not looking back.

With the future in sight, how can I fail?

Missing You

I'm reduced to quoting song lyrics as of late. Its almost depressing. no, I lie. It IS depressing haha. But hey, I miss my friends back in the ATX, so i'm in a Goo mood. That is, a Goo Goo Dolls mood. *le sigh*

Mainly, an "Iris" mood. Btw. BEST SONG EVARRRR. <-yes, I just went there. It made "City of Angels" so worth it. And Johnny Rzeznik is so hot. <- yes. I went there too. 'cept he's more like, yeah-i-want-to-look-like-him hot. But that's ok.

but srsly. "Iris" is awesome, even if its so very sad.

but hey, if I'm not listening to Dave Mustaine and Lars Ulrich (and Steve Harris, can't forget him), Johnny Rzeznik is pretty cool.

Seeing how it does remind me a lot of ATX, this is a good thing. I feel guilty about not visiting this summer. I'm upset that things didn't work out.

Ya'll have been on my mind all summer. I know ya'll aren't reading this, but I just thought I'd get it out in the open. Maybe I'll see you over holidays? Or next summer.

Cause I know ATX has been missing me.

Filming

It's been a lifelong dream for me to write and shoot a short film during my life.

Practically every summer I tell myself that this is the one. I'll finally start filming. I've even gone so far as to write scripts. So far as to start filming. But inevitably, things come up and I abandon my task.

And yet.

Yet I struggle onwards, going through the same cycle ever summer.

But HA, this... year will be different. I'll complete the film. I'm not even sure what its all about yet, but I'm determined.

And determination is key.